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Big, small, round, pear, perky, droopy, tiny, east-west. Love em all. Iâve spent the last 11 months talking about them, and showing mine to countless surgeons, doctors and nurses (I reckon at least 30 this week alone). I chose to have them removed last Monday, and have a reconstruction - otherwise Iâd be at an 80% risk of getting Breast cancer in two yearsâ time, and life is just stressful enough without that paranoia. Itâs been a total tornado of emotions and scheduling issues and a false start, but we got there in the end. Iâm totally blown away by how many people have shown up in a really meaningful way, especially in the last month. Iâve been so lovingly supported with hugs, messages, visits and care packages by countless family, friends, colleagues, nurses, counsellors and doctors - I am so grateful and in awe of how beautiful and kind every single one of you are, and how unrelentingly brilliant the @NHS, @uclh and the @macmillancancer Centre in Euston have been. And a huge shout out to Tom and mum, who have been tending to my 24/7 diva requests of pillow fluffing and the 1am McDâs A&E runs.
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Iâve set up this insta (@becellul) as life isnât throwing me any major travel plans for @thisparadisehere real soon and I unashamedly love Insta. That account is also getting a bit unwieldy and Iâm missing out on loads of posts from the people I love (get your shit together algorithm). Iâm recovering at home over the next 7 weeks, so Iâm after all of your good book, podcast and tv recommendations and Iâll report back on the highlights (I literally thought I blew out a stitch watching Growing by @amyschumer on @netflix). My relationship to social media is always changing and evolving, so this account is whatâs happening basically when Iâm not travelling, which is everyday minus bank holidays and 26 days of leave a year, because, career and income. Thereâs lots of other really cool stuff happening, so, welcome. I love you. Thanks for being here.


