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Big, small, round, pear, perky, droopy, tiny, east-west. Love em all. IтАЩve spent the last 11 months talking about them, and showing mine to countless surgeons, doctors and nurses (I reckon at least 30 this week alone). I chose to have them removed last Monday, and have a reconstruction - otherwise IтАЩd be at an 80% risk of getting Breast cancer in two yearsтАЩ time, and life is just stressful enough without that paranoia. ItтАЩs been a total tornado of emotions and scheduling issues and a false start, but we got there in the end. IтАЩm totally blown away by how many people have shown up in a really meaningful way, especially in the last month. IтАЩve been so lovingly supported with hugs, messages, visits and care packages by countless family, friends, colleagues, nurses, counsellors and doctors - I am so grateful and in awe of how beautiful and kind every single one of you are, and how unrelentingly brilliant the @NHS, @uclh and the @macmillancancer Centre in Euston have been. And a huge shout out to Tom and mum, who have been tending to my 24/7 diva requests of pillow fluffing and the 1am McDтАЩs A&E runs.
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IтАЩve set up this insta (@becellul) as life isnтАЩt throwing me any major travel plans for @thisparadisehere real soon and I unashamedly love Insta. That account is also getting a bit unwieldy and IтАЩm missing out on loads of posts from the people I love (get your shit together algorithm). IтАЩm recovering at home over the next 7 weeks, so IтАЩm after all of your good book, podcast and tv recommendations and IтАЩll report back on the highlights (I literally thought I blew out a stitch watching Growing by @amyschumer on @netflix). My relationship to social media is always changing and evolving, so this account is whatтАЩs happening basically when IтАЩm not travelling, which is everyday minus bank holidays and 26 days of leave a year, because, career and income. ThereтАЩs lots of other really cool stuff happening, so, welcome. I love you. Thanks for being here.


