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B ๐Ÿฉ๐Ÿฉ B S
Big, small, round, pear, perky, droopy, tiny, east-west. Love em all. Iโ€™ve spent the last 11 months talking about them, and showing mine to countless surgeons, doctors and nurses (I reckon at least 30 this week alone). I chose to have them removed last Monday, and have a reconstruction - otherwise Iโ€™d be at an 80% risk of getting Breast cancer in two yearsโ€™ time, and life is just stressful enough without that paranoia. Itโ€™s been a total tornado of emotions and scheduling issues and a false start, but we got there in the end. Iโ€™m totally blown away by how many people have shown up in a really meaningful way, especially in the last month. Iโ€™ve been so lovingly supported with hugs, messages, visits and care packages by countless family, friends, colleagues, nurses, counsellors and doctors - I am so grateful and in awe of how beautiful and kind every single one of you are, and how unrelentingly brilliant the @NHS, @uclh and the @macmillancancer Centre in Euston have been. And a huge shout out to Tom and mum, who have been tending to my 24/7 diva requests of pillow fluffing and the 1am McDโ€™s A&E runs.
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Iโ€™ve set up this insta (@becellul) as life isnโ€™t throwing me any major travel plans for @thisparadisehere real soon and I unashamedly love Insta. That account is also getting a bit unwieldy and Iโ€™m missing out on loads of posts from the people I love (get your shit together algorithm). Iโ€™m recovering at home over the next 7 weeks, so Iโ€™m after all of your good book, podcast and tv recommendations and Iโ€™ll report back on the highlights (I literally thought I blew out a stitch watching Growing by @amyschumer on @netflix). My relationship to social media is always changing and evolving, so this account is whatโ€™s happening basically when Iโ€™m not travelling, which is everyday minus bank holidays and 26 days of leave a year, because, career and income. Thereโ€™s lots of other really cool stuff happening, so, welcome. I love you. Thanks for being here.

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